Saturday, July 26, 2008

i love friends!

i love friends, i love friends,
i love all of them if they treat me good enough,
i love friends, i love friends,
i love them because i can get joke from them,
i love friends, i love friends,
i love them when they consider me,
i love friens, i love friends,
i love them because i always need support from them,
i love friends, i love friends,
i love as i love myself,
i love friends, i love friends,
i love to share my happiness with them,
i love friends,
i love them forever!!

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Bagan Nakhota Omar









our new photo!!
how??
give some comment, thx!!!!


Sunday, July 20, 2008

Ehang??!!

our friend--Ehang


the Girl that i found look alike with him!!!




WAHAHAHA!!!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Remain Unchange!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>.<

MUET result was coming out!
i am so afraid, but i cant do anythings, so i just wait.

last time i get a band3, and i retake the test in the mid year of 2008.
i thought i can improve n jump to the higher band this time.

i receive a message from CH yesterday,
early in the morning,
about 5am,
i was woken up by the message ring tone,
i read the message,
CH inform me that the MUET result came out already,
"( MUET{blank}Cnumber and send to 39003)" something like that...

i totally awoke,
i swifted on the lamp,
read the message again,
i was so worry n strained,
i started to write the message,
" MUET 8910" i sent...
my hand was not under control,
i wrong press the button,
haiz...30 cent gone.

resend,
( MUET 891014435585 ) (send)(39003)

finally, i completed it...
then i wait,
the message ring tone came to me again!
once i read the message,
i strewn in random,
do not know how to do,
i read the message again,
then send the message again to double conform my result,

"RM0.30 MB567/1014
891014435585
MUET SCORE:
Band Achieve: 3"

haiz...
hope to die at that time,
do not know what was happened,
my mind totally blank...
after a minute time,
i stand up from my bed,
i took out the name list of our class,
i checked my friends result,

"Band3" "......."

"Band4" "oh, KB sure sad, get Band4 again"

"Band4" "wau, band4, she is sure happy, no more fate...keke"

"Band4" "BF also get Band4, good job"

"Band3" "haiz.."

"Band4" "wau.."

"Band4" "wa.. he also get a Band 4, i die"

"Band3" "he is in the same grade with me, me, better go to die"

"Band4" "...... "

"Band4" "....."

then i do not send again,
because my phone was out of credit,
seem that so many people get Band4,
sure they will very happy de,
not like me,
remain unchanged !!!!!!
i cant continue to sleep, i lied on my warm bed,(because i sit there for a long time already)
but,
my heart feel very cool,( may be the air-con)

haiz...
haiz...
why????
which part i did so bad?
Cham!!!!

then i bath n prepared...

rain heavily yesterday,
may be the god feel so disappointed with me, my result!

At school,
i meet my friend,
WX ask me:" sia kia, what is your band?"
me:" haiz..... remain unchanged.."
WX:"walau.. but me too.."
me:"......"
WX:" PE n YP get Band5! so geng"
me:"wa..."(no comment at that time, no mood, sad !)

after that, we get informed that one more person get Band5, he is KL...
me,
still like that, no mood,
because feel so disappointed with me, myself...

TODAY, we get the result paper,
this is my result:

listening---39/45
speaking---22/45
reading comprehension---78/135
writing---36/75

total---175/300 (band3)

walau,
5 marks to let me get Band4(180)
haiz.....sad.....

may be that is my own problem,
i need to have a large jump at the next test,
Bless me..
GAMBATEH!!!

*My result at the end of year 2007

listening---24/45
speaking---18/45
reading comprehension---73/135
writing---39/75

total---154/300 (band3)

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

wait or drop?

wait or drop?
i really do not have those such powerful determination to decide,
failure in making an easy decision,
i am a loser,
whatever,
study,
sport,
or even in love,
confusing n totally complicated,
i love her,
but,
i do not how to love her,
forever love?
eternal love?
or just the feeling, i admired her?
i do not know,
i just know that,
i still love her,
i miss her,
i dream her,
all my mind crowded with her,
although she reject n reject me from the beginning,
but,
i still waiting for her,
accept me,
be my steady,
i know i was wrong,
because i should wait for her embrace,
but not taking those childish action to make her angry,
so,
i would not angry with her,
because it is my own problem,
i am over childish,
i must change!
change to be more mature,
responsible,
kind,
generous,
and gentle enough,
not only to her,
but,
all people,
all my fellow friend,
my parents,
whoever,
last but not least,
i love her!

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Regretful

遗憾,是自己拿来的;
当自己失去时,
才懂得珍惜,
但,
一却都太迟了,
就仅仅那一步,
那一次,
我,
已被判死刑了!

遗憾,只怪我不能坚持;
都两年了,
为什么不持续?
为什么不等待?
为什么不把持?
一却都来不及了!

遗憾,都因为我不懂得爱情;
我,
不应在这时候放弃,
我,
应该忍耐,
不该犯错,
所以,
我,
后悔!

遗憾,是当我知错了;
虽然,
已经道歉,
但,
太迟了,
没有可能了的!

遗憾,就只能成回忆的一部分;
一却都成了过去,
不能会头,
所以,
现在,
我,
等待都没用了,
只有,
改变自己!